Friday, September 6, 2013

What makes me happy

You know, I'm kind of done with the whole "hi" in the beginning and " so all in all" at the end. I'd assume it gets annoying. So today ill start off with this:

Hello beautiful person(:
  There are so many things that make me happy. Countless, infinite, things. But there are a few main things. 

One thing is the sky. Sometimes the sky makes me sad though, it can make me cry. But anyway, ever sense I was little, I would fly. I was able to soar through the sky without wings, I just had a gift. It was the most beautiful feeling in the world; I mean don't you just ever look at the clouds and want to be up there. Don't you see the beauty and the mystery that lies above them? It is amazing. The best feeling in the whole Entire world. 
      But the only thing is, my gift of flight doubles as a gift of imagination. I literally lived in my imagination as a kid. It was my life, it seemed completely real like I never faced reality, maybe that's why it kills me now. Stupid reality. But I still have it, mostly. My imagination keeps me going, and so does the sky. I can just lay down and stare at the sky for forever, I can dream or being up there, sometimes it makes me cry because I want it so bad. Everyday, as a kid I used to come home in reality and  run into my room and leap as if I were about to fly and land on my bed, sometimes I felt I was flying. I thought that if I did that everyday, someday, maybe someday I could truly fly. I haven't really gotten there yet. 
      Going back to my main topic, the sky makes me happy, it calms me down, it helps me. Somehow I know that someday I will fly. I don't know how. But I will. I just love it so much, it's like endless, limitless, simply beautiful.

     But a ton of things make me happy. Like just happpiness in general. I love being happy and making other people happy. I love it when I am not afraid of people judging me and I just let go and have so much fun. Sometimes I like to say "Everyone here as already judged me! What have I got to lose?!"  And so I am just trying to be amazing. I"m trying to be nice to everybody, even the people I don't know. For ASB sometimes we go around at lunch and sit with kids who are alone. I love meeting people that way, and then I get to say hi to them around school. It makes me happy(:
    As an eighth grader. I feel free. There is no one above me that will judge me, so I'm all good! I can do whatever I want! Mostly....... Everyday I like to smile and say hi to everyone I see... even if I don't know them. It's really fun. They either smile or it creeps them out. Hehe. Sometimes when I walk into classrooms I say hello! and good morning! To everyone(: It's nice. It may seem like I'm conceited and thinking that I'm so amazing, but I'm just doing this because it makes me happy. During PE my friends and I are totally crazy. Everyone is like staring at us while we randomly do out "secret row clap" and umi goggles. And all I have to do is say triscut and Kristen dies of laughter. After PE I say hi to everyone and walking out of school I yell "hello!" or "bye!" and "have a great day" or something. Nobody really cares now, but maybe people will like it and say hi back and maybe I'll make people smile(: I am just taking life day by day, enjoying it and trying to make a difference everywhere I go.

"The trail you leave behind you is more important than the path ahead of you" -O'conner

         Lots of things make me happy(: Embrace all of the things that do the same to you(:


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