Sometimes

Hi,
    Today and yesterday (both!) I learned that sometimes the reason for things to happen are because it's like a test or a lesson. It's summertime and drama continues to follow me around! Middle school dating is never a good idea. (My opinion) I didn't date anyone just some of my friends do. Well long story short breakup and depressed guy upset girl. I tried to tell them about my way of seeing the world (please read my previous posts) and tried to get them to like see that this all happened for a reason. I think the reason is so they can learn from this. Maybe it was a test. The relationship didn't really work out at all after a while so I think the breakup needed to happen. This could be a test for them, to see how they would react, to see if they could take this or if they would fall apart at a stupid middle-school breakup. But that was mean. I take that back. I just really don't like middle school dating because like judging by how much drama I get a part of and hear about, middle schoolers (at least sixth and seventh graders) aren't ready for relationships yet.
     I was faced with a test on Wednesday. I gave in and made a big mistake, but afterwards I knew that I would never do it ever again. I decided that I would be happy and stuff. And so I made this blog. I did it to help myself. I needed to share how I feel about the world because I kind of keep to myself. I'm afraid to say about Wednesday because someone I know might read this blog. No one really knows me. Or understands me. Ugh, on Wednesday I cut myself.
     But this is in my past now. Today is a new day, a new beginning, and I feel great.

     So all in all, even the bad things that happen have a reason. You should never sulk because sometimes you just need to get up and go on. Every time you make a mistake you learn a lesson. Sometimes life just has to test you.