I wasn't crying just because I wouldn't see sarah for a long time. I was cryin because seeing someone like her cry like that breaks my heart. I was crying because I had been holding it back for days, weeks, months. I was crying because Jeffrey would never like me. I was crying because Alanna is always so much better. I was crying because I didn't get a medal in anything for Science Olympiad. I was crying because I've been taking that event for three years and I still didn't finish the freaking test and of course I didn't place. I was crying because Ashly is so perfect. I was crying because Celeste was wearing Josh's jacket. I was crying because life is a lie. I was crying because I'm tired of saying that I'm okay. I was crying because I couldn't take it anymore. I was crying because Nick was trying to comfort me. I was crying because Jeffrey didn't even seem to give a shit about sarah and I crying. I was crying because I'm just done.